Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Batman (Is Dreamy)
The first dream i can remember about this was rather recent. i dreamed that we were singing Gaudete, which is a proclamation song. and our second song in the dinner. anyway, all of us knew the words and the melody before even getting into Madrigals-it's just that common with people like us. so this makes my dream even more ridiculous.
i dreamt that we all forgot the words. all of us. well, at the beginning, i didn't. but Mrs. Prather told Blake to sing the solo at the beginning, and he just sang jibberish. and she got mad, and had someone else do it, but they couldn't either, and no one could remember the stupid words, and it got to me, and i'd been standing there thinking, "Geez, these people are idiots!" and then i opened my mouth to sing...
and...
couldn't remember the words. and Blake, our king, got fed up... and quit the choir.
then i had a dream that Caleb got called into Mrs. Prather's office, and he walked out, looked around solemnly, and said, "Guys. this is my last week in this choir."
and then i had a dream that Emily quit.
(This is totally not as cool as last year, when i had a dream that we were being attacked, so Mrs. Prather gave us guns, and we were in a paintball arena killing people. that. was. awesome. but hard to explain in text.)
anyway. back to Batman. i'm very fond of Batman, just so you know. and, for the sake of the story, i need to tell you this. i have a husband. in Madrigals, silly. see, every year, Mrs. Prather sits us at tables in pairs, and the guy next to you is the one you're married to. and you write your story and choose your names together. last year, i had an awful husband. he spoke all of, like, 3 words to me. longest conversation we had was about how stupid Bel Canto looked when they were singing, and, like... thrusting? i don't even know, they just looked dumb. (No offense, Bel Canto, you guys sounded BEAUTIFUL!)
well, this year, i'm married to Dalton. and at the concert on Sunday, we were in our Madrigal dinner outfits. he walked past me and flared out his cape and told me he felt like Batman. (lovelove.) well, that led to a discussion about Batman: Gotham by Gaslight, which is an awesome comic Ben got that is Batman in Victorian times, and he's solving the Jack the Ripper crimes. :D well, at the second concert, i was standing in the back in my dress, freezing, and he walked by and told me his cape was warm, and i informed him that i wished i had a cape. he looked at me for a moment, removed his cape, walked up behind me and hooked his cape around my neck. then he said, "There. now you can be Batman."
Oh yes, this will be a good year. :D
Colorology?
i got it from ColorQuiz.com.
anyway, it was pretty interesting.
Your Existing Situation
"Very social and needs a highly social environment with people who depend on him, in order to feel safe. she is a go-getter and can adapt to almost any situation. "
Your Stress Sources
"Feels unappreciated and in an unpleasant position. Needs personal recognition and the respect of others, since she has not been about to find partners who value the same things she does. she holds back her emotions and is unable to give fully of himself, but lasting isolation makes her want to change those ways and surrender to her deep urges. Giving in to her natural instincts and urges is a sign of weakness, so feeling this way makes her weak and irritable. Fighting these urges makes her feel stronger, as if she can take on anything that comes her way. Longs to be valued as an important associate and admired for her personal qualities."
Your Restrained Characteristics
Current events leave her feeling forced into compromise in order to avoid being cut off from affection or future cooperation.
"Feels she is not receiving her fair share and is unable to rely on anyone for support or sympathy. she keeps her emotions bottled up, leaving her quick to take offense to small things. she tries to make the best of her situation."
Feels trapped in a helpless situation and is desperately seeking relief. she is able to find pleasure and happiness in sexual activity.
"Feels she is not receiving her fair share and is unable to rely on anyone for support or sympathy. she keeps her emotions bottled up, leaving her quick to take offense to small things. she tries to make the best of her situation."
Current events leave her feeling forced into compromise in order to avoid being cut off from affection or future cooperation.
Your Desired Objective
Relies on love and friendship to bring her happiness. she is in constant need for approval and this makes her willing to help others in exchange for love and understanding. she is open to new ideas as long as they are productive and interesting.
Your Actual Problem
"Agitated, unpredictable, and irritation as well as lack of energy and inability to cope with any more pressure placed on her have left her feeling stress and tormented by her situation. Feels powerless to come up with a solution on her own; desperately wishes a solution will present itself and allow her a chance to escape."
Your Actual Problem #2
"Feeling unimportant in this current situation, and is looking for different conditions where she will be able to better prove her worth and importance."